Wow. Things have been fast and fun.
One boy out of my life, another in, and out as
fast as he came. I'm okay with it. I pushed him
away. (literally and metaphorically) Its just
what i do when they get too close. But as
usual. I found new people and new stuff, and
options. And I am happy, healty, and over him.
Over him as I will ever be. Brandon Is the past.
Kayla was right about him. He was right about him.
Its all just really funny and ironic.
But last night was amazing. Everything was going
so fast, and confusing. Then I hung out in the drive
until midnight. I got pulled in, and then i just layed
with my aunt and everything was peaceful, and i felt
like a little kid again with no problems.
It was great. And then i crashed on the couch with my
5yrld brother. i liked it. lol. But
Unfortunately I am considering quitting writing.
Idk, I think it might just be a better Idea...

On a Different note,
Life is good. Better than it has been in a while.
I realized who most of my real friends are.
Talon, Kayla. I would have to say that they are
at the very top two right now. I found out that
quite a few guys like me. All of them really good
guys. Dj, Andrew, Miles, John, and others. But
Im actually considering giving them a chance.
But Im going through some of my stuff i wrote without
posting... I kinda like them for once.

I am really confused no matter how good things are tho.
Every thought i have is scrambled. And I dont know why.
But I geuss I will just have to deal. I dont understand.
Anything.